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For every good morning and For every goodnight I send you letters signed with a kiss, Then seal it up tight. Yet you never reply   Like buying a book And leaving it all pretty and new on a shelf Only to collect dust Let it's delicately written words fade away to a metaphorical death, Abuse it's real purpose That it was born and raised to die with You shredded my neatly folded and deeply written love You threw away all my letters Didn't think All that junk mail You piled in the trash Would leave small crumpled Crippled slips of anxiety Piling up in my heart I wait years to hear from you And you finally reply I yearned for a

You say you love me But you don't You say you always will But you won't You say I'm your everything I wasn't You say you're always there But you aren't You tell me You Care, But you don't...

It's 1 a.m. You're going through my head You don't belong here Anymore It's such a mess Inside my head But past all the chaos You're still organized where you shouldn't be In starting to regret Me wasting my breath On words that mean nothing Yet used to be our everything It's 2 a.m. I can't seem to get you Out of my head

You and me Were stuck like glue Never did I think that I'd lose you You held me together With your tight embrace But I'm not here anymore I'm leaving without a trace You are the adhesive to my heart But with all this distance, I'm being torn apart Wrap on some duct tape Splatter on some glue, No matter what I try, My heart still breaks for you...

Cry all night Let my makeup run down my face I tell myself everyday How much I hate this place

I'm obsessive I'm absurd I'm an out-of-this-world girl But if you know how to touch me right, I might come back down to earth I'm stressed I'm depressed I'm "leave-me-alone-I'm-fine" But if you know how to hold me right, I might just stop this crying I'm used I'm broken And my heart has a few cracks But if you learn to love me right, I might just love you back

I'm so tired Of always being your second choice When first place Used to be only, A kiss away

chel and i were watching our 5.5 hour gap            as it fluttered. i’m jetlagged in my own time zone          & they’re okay with it, i fall asleep      halfway through breaths and they let me. they know i will wake up. take down your barriers and stare at the sun           we opened the gates and let the light in.  shrouded in flowers and smoke and discourse                i would follow them to the end of the world                         if i hadn’t lost the map by accident but this. i don’t know what this means,       the reflection of the moon in their bathtub,   honey on a knife, astrophysics in our

 Flight paths in the sky Tears lost in rain Angel, starry night Hidden in a dream Cast away Ghost moon lunar tide At one with the natural world, and the supernatural In nature and nurturing A heaven below and above